I was never popular growing up, and I'm still not. It's not something I really strive for, and I never did fit in. I guess that's fine too, I guess at the end of the day, I feel apathetic towards my life. Maybe that's why I've never moved on. Sometime i wonder if my artwork is worth anything to anyone. I wonder if I'm as good as these strangers tell me, why don't I have a job related to this. I feel old and tired. Maybe I'll quit all this one day.